Love for a Child

moved

2009-07-04T18:11:00.002+08:00

i've moved! to livejournal since i'm using it so much now (: x-gal.livejournal.com

YO!

2009-04-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

oh man now i wish i had a credit card. so i can buy SS501 CD from YESASIA. waaa. i wish i had more money. T.T i wanna buy all their CDs and books.
horrible. blogskins.com only have one blogskin for ss501. ahhh and this one cant see jungmin's face! i'm gonna put my own picture hahahaha

anyway. i'm a tiny step nearer from getting all As in A levels haha cause PW Results was good! haha 100% distinction for my class ler! (:

i'm in love..

2009-04-06T15:31:00.002+08:00

OMG i'm in love with JUNGMIN! waaa

haha i have officially become a SS501 FAN! I shall buy their original CD from now on and love jungmin and all other members as much as i love Mayday (: they are sooo cute! i cant believe that i cried when they were doing the short act in idol world(variety show) omg.

one litre of tears

2009-04-03T15:58:00.002+08:00

i really feel like i have cried one litres of tears after watching episode 24 of Boys over flowers. OMG. i started crying as soon as they played the instrumental background song. just like "GOONG" i cried they they showed the other prince leaving the palace. =_=
Yay! Gaeul and Yijung are together! wahahahhahhah! i'm contented (:

now i'm back to the hunt for SS501 videos on youtube haha!

Tata! i'm off looking for more JUNGMIN <3! its his birthday today! (from wikipedia)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

LOVE

2009-04-02T23:35:00.004+08:00

i was gonna bitch about mong in this post but then i decided not to. cause i'm such a nice person (: haha of course its not because of that la! its because i'm not really as angry as yesterday (mostly due to i bitched about her to alot of people haha) and downloading SS501 songs, searching for JUNG MIN's pictures lifted my mood hahaha! waaaa! he is so cute! jung min is the "SS501 Charisma" haha he is soooooooo cute!

can you see? jung min is in the middle! waaa~
his birthday is tomorrow! 3rd April! HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: haha

omg the theme for mayday's concert 2009 came out! waaa~

"what is your D.N.A ? Devil N’Angel? Death N’Alive? Dreaming N’ Awakening?

沒有神可以決定我的染色體! 沒有人可以偽裝不在場證明!

D.N.A 五月天創造演唱會"

now i must do well for Biology hahaha(: okay i'm lame! 五月天!

one last thing, i did a good deed today. i let cheryl had a good view. oh ya and i learnt the blue brown pattern! yay (even though is not very smooth yet but i learnt it in 2 days!)
haha goodnight!

i'm super unluckly today

2009-03-31T22:06:00.003+08:00

i cant stand it! its my most unlucky day today.
i've never been so unlucky before. omg.
first the 197 bus driver almost trapped me on the bus. and i almost missed the school's bus stop. plus i'm late for school. (good thing i was not booked)

second my wallet is gone. GONE. GONE. GONE!
all my cards, my whole month's money, my concession card! how am i going to school and survive tomorrow??!

third my contacts in my phone. MY CONTACTS!
they are gone too! GONE GONE!
everything is disappearing! OMG.

ARGH! i'm going crazy! haha the next thing that is gonna disappear is my homework.
WAHAHAHA

Blue.

2009-03-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

i don't wanna join blue belt for pattern comp! omg. i don't know why. but i just got this feeling when they told me about it. seriously i have this very bad feeling about the comps this time. to make it worst. we don't really have enough people for the higher belts. so i'm sure sure sure to be in.
i'm not, not appreciating sir's and the exco member's recognition! i just have a bad feeling haha. leaving that aside., i'm finally going for grading! i hope i can double this time :( cause i've missed one or is it two gradings?? looking at my yellow green pattern now. hais. the blue belt pattern have left its mark on my brain. now i cant do 2 moves without trying to do the blue belt's moves. damn. i'm gonna fail my grading if this continues. :( plus celeste was like nagging nagging nagging me to go sparex with her. >.< dont tempt me already! i feel like going this year because so many people are going!! haha but once i think of the sparring, i dont feel like going already. even if i go i'm so going to faint or become limp on the last day.
anyway, i started thinking about the blue belt thingy on the way home. (with continuous celeste naggings) the root of the uneasiness just wouldnt show itself because of celeste's naggings! after celeste left i finally found the reason! ok i shall not say it here but its because of mian zi problem. lol. wanna know? ask me (:

BBF

2009-03-21T23:15:00.004+08:00

kim so eun is sooooo pretty! waaaa i really like her! omg omg omg! she is so cute in this CF! waaa

i'm like totally addicted to Boys Before Flowers! haha and like the previous dramas by jap and taiwan i hate the curly hair of the lead. AARGH! its his trait but i JUST HATE IT. Lee min ho looks so much better without the curls! haha i'm laughing at him cause he tripped during the red carpet walk hahahah! he looks soooo much better with straight hair :)

finally, let me let out all my love here!

kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum kimbum

Boys Before Flowers<3

2009-03-18T13:45:00.002+08:00

i'm soooo addicted to boys before flowers!
i really hope that so yi jung can end up with ga eul haha cause i like her (: ahh when is the subbed episode 21 coming out!!? cant wait cant wait!

march camp ended yesterday! it was fun(: the exco worked hard! i hope its objectives are met! like you know the j1s will know each other better and more bonding! its nice to play mu tou ren as long as you dont get to be the catcher. haha its heartstopping!
oh ya welfare! i'm still hungry when i got home! more food next time!! (:

Yi Jung

2009-03-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

yay! he's my hero!

Kim Bum (:

2009-03-15T13:36:00.003+08:00

ok i'm totally gonna spam my blog with his pictures!

omg. stop smiling!

Cts OVER!

2009-03-13T16:06:00.002+08:00

yea! Common tests are finally over! i bet my math will get an S again. cause i totally don't know how to do the paper. hais. chemistry was as horrible. i don't know what the hell happened to me but i just stared at the kinetics question blankly. omg and i left that freaking question blank. oh man. i'm so gonna die after i get my results.
yes! i'm looking forward to arch camp and JTS!! (:

immortality

2009-02-27T22:42:00.003+08:00

i've become immortal. all because of my sick stomach i cant feel any hunger now, but i can still feel pain.
i'm feeling down. really really down.
all because yuping's face looked so black. i'm so scared waaa. at least xuan ting got smile at me. she didnt even acknowledge my presence. ahhhhh :( i still hope she can get gold she's good!

i'm so proud of the yellow and green girls and guys! especially the girls! they rock! to think that the yellow girls team got 6.7-- when they only revised the pattern last minute. omg. how unlucky. they've all learned the wrong pattern. haha.

i didnt stay to support the black and brown belts. sorry. really really sorry. i dont think my stomach would stay tamed until the night fall.
i feel so horrible :( i don't know where our pattern went wrong. must ask sir! too little power? i stone too long? what happened? ahhhhh. i can feel a big big gap between us and the seniors. damn.

saw the sparex gl-s. oh no. i feel like going for sparex. haha.

yosh xiaowei. jia you!

i'm depressed. ):

2009-02-21T15:56:00.001+08:00

i feel so bad.
haiz. i'm such a bad student
i feel super sorry to sir la.

i'll jia you for pattern!!
go xiaowei!

OMG.

2009-01-29T21:22:00.003+08:00

I'M SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY! OMG

i think i'm the luckiest girl in the world now!

oh man I LOVE SHIRLEEN! OMG

muacks muacks muacks muacks muacks muacks!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

i'm so going to cry!

i think i'm going to cry

omg. waaa~

i wanna tell the whole world " I LOVE MAYDAY!"

understanding.

2009-01-27T23:14:00.005+08:00

I don't understand why adults say one thing and do another thing to action.

I don't understand why other people can’t have their own priorities.

I don’t understand why they cannot accept other people’s priorities.

I don’t understand why this is happening.

I don’t understand why can’t do something I like without getting scolded.

I don’t understand why other people with worse results can get things that I have to work for just to use it for their motivation.

I don’t understand why I can’t use what I have saved up for, what I get to do what I like.

I DON’T UNDERSTAND.

I think the relationship course was right.

Why do I want to work for money?

Why do I need so much money?

It is because I want the freedom that comes with it.

Happy Birthday

2009-01-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

yes today is my birthday and i'm wishing myself happy birthday!

i'm so proud of myself today! i was decisive and i changed my phone! haha i'm treating this as a birthday present for myself! i got the phone i wanted! LG ICE CREAM! i bought the white one!! so cool! it looks as if it came right out of those jap and korean drama i've been watching haha!
at first i wanted the pink one, but my psp is already pink! i don't wanna be too pinky or give tasmana a chance to call me bimbotic or retarded again so i decided on the elegant white phone!
OMG OMG OMG its so pretty!

for those who wished me thanks again for making my day a wonderful one!(:

2009-01-21T20:42:00.002+08:00

当不同肤色不同种族的人们对着彼此射击,

子弹打中的伤孔, 瞬间流出了同一种红,

难道才能发现, 原来我们都一模一样.

我们都流着一模一样的血色, 抵抗一模一样的地心引力, 承受着生命一模一样的残酷.

-阿信

2009-01-15T22:25:00.004+08:00

oh man my blog is so dead. haha nevermind, school life is gonna bring my blog back to life again! haha i'm experiencing "school life is so wonderful" period again. all because of taekwondo and my "short timetable" haha i'm serious, it happened last year too, only at the start of the year though LOL.

i missed isaac today! he already went shopping when i got home! argh! let me think what made me go home late today? oh taekwondo PT haha. its so funny today! okies i shall recount it from the start of tkd.

si mei was the bad girl who instigated me to steal mendy's beloved lambrie keychain. realising my "mistake" i threw the keys to cheryl haha hopping to make her look like the culprit and we told mendy "you must believe us we threw it into the spongebob cubicle! you know! didn't you hear it?? you know believe/trust is the basis of all relationship!" LOL in the end after some hints here and there she finally found her keys after cheryl gave her a disgustingly sweet smile. LOL

after that i was dragged away from the yellow belters to learn the blue belt pattern from mendy! praise me for i have memorised the blue belt pattern in just one day! (: omg i'm so happy la. after practising for quite a while we started chatting with the other blue belters. haha omg me, mendy and ambalica started doing the rain ritual hopping that it would rain. haha in the end we realised we only called forth the wind and the uv rays. thus we decided to call it the wind and sunny ritual. the rain ritual is currently making in progress, so next time if you see its raining on thursday evening that means our rain ritual have completed LOL.

while chatting adriel have exhibited his naturally sexy-ness by posing with the pillar and naturally suicidal thoughts of trying to use the blue belt as a rope to strangle his own neck. oh ya and we were gossiping about this guy who came in with his dad. omg he is so feminine! he got a waist (in chinese yao) so thin! omg! we all think that guy is sec 4 but he looks older than us! like an adult!

ok back to tkd, since it did not rain we had our PT. which is captain's ball! and because of this PT i have a new found respect for mister calvin leong (i think his surname is leong la) omg. he should be in basketball la. he is so damn tall la! omg omg omg! he is my new idol of tallness. lol.

F480

2009-01-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

well, i bought a new phone. omg its a touch screen phone! i'm starting to miss my keypads. XP i'm feeling bad for hating my phone cause its got quite good funcions haha but i wanted the G400 in the first place! its just that i've never lived with an ordinary candy bar phone!

nevermind. i wll survive.

i'm going to psycho myself now..

F480 ROCKS!

Mayday ROCKS!

Fifth January Two Zero Zero Nine

2009-01-05T23:26:00.007+08:00

AHHHHH!! *Screams

this is the second time second time!! OMG

this is the second time i went to their 签唱会.

OMG OMG OMG
i shaked hands with ASHIN! its good to see someone you see everyday on your mobile phone and computer in real life ! waaaa i still cant believe i saw him and shaked hands with him!
just as what yuping have said "so near yet so far" ah~ so poetic.. LOL

you see we were so bored we i mean i started playing with yu ping's camera phone! its image quality is really superb! except for the long long time lag which produced the photo of Ashin shot above.

the girl going for the PUNK style haha

waiting gave birth to singapore's very own female version of li zun ji-s hahaha

before going to queue for the autograph session we went to bugis to make handphone straps! its so nice! i made one for shi xian's xmas present, one for yu ping's birthday present on 31st jan and one for my future new phone! three only costed $40.40! its so bling bling! haha

i missed out on Mayday's concert yesterday, just because no one wanted to go with me. just because it was a free standing ticket, just because i'm too lazy to go on my own, just because i'm too 懦弱.

well i cant blame yuping, at the very least she was there with me when we queued for the tickets and the autograph session. i can only blame myself. i remember what i said yesterday. "i will not regret not going to the concert" and i started regretting after saying that sentence.

yesterday i was depressed already and someone had to come in and make me pissed. hell to you. you didnt ruin my day, you simply didnt even qualify to ruin the least bit of my day. omg please dont say that your name and ashin's name is just a few letters away, its repugnant you know. its a sin to put you and my ashin in in comparison. i hope you can just leave me alone for goodness sake.

i wanna go to the concert on 29th august! MAYDAY ROCK!

Crisis Core

2009-01-02T15:16:00.005+08:00

I've been playing Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core on my PSP these few days.
omg this stupid game made me cry. especially at the last scene. Waaa~

I feel so stupid.

when the protagonist Zack Fair died, i started sobbing...

oh man he had to die when i finally felt attached to him. it felt as if some part of me had died with him argh..

now i wanna play Final Fantasy VII, cause i wanna know what happen to Cloud! but its only on Playstation! WAAAAAAA! SCREAMS

embrace your dreams and protect your honour...

Jeanne D'Arc

2008-12-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

i just finished my first game on PSP!
Waaa Jeanne D'Arc is so good!

五月天

2008-12-16T23:55:00.003+08:00

好羡慕台湾人哦.

我也要去

五月天十万人出头天演唱会

我也要到

五月天的校园演唱会

我也要!

好想去
好想去
好想去
好想去
好想去
好想去

好想看
好想看
好想看
好想看
好想看
好想看

我期待 12月28日

阿信 : 【青春是...用力的奔跑，然後華麗的跌倒。】

i'm back!!

2008-12-16T23:23:00.003+08:00

i'm back from BINTAN!!!

OMG my hands are aching from carrying Isaac!!

you see he so shuang la!

PSP

2008-12-10T16:10:00.002+08:00

PSP PSP PSP PSP
I wanted a RED PSP, hais but i bought the pink one instead!

NEVERMIND the COLOUR! as long as its a PSP i dont mind hahahaha

WHAHAHAHA! i'm so so happy! <3

不是真正的快了

2008-12-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

我现在真的是

不是真正的快乐.

好想杀人哦. *杀气蔓延*

现在的感觉
就像是一个大石头的重量

狠狠的,

狠狠的,

往我头上砸下来.

让我又痛又狠.

想用力的打回去,

却又被理智阻止了.

五月天

2008-12-03T23:29:00.007+08:00

我真的快疯了.

我很快就会被五月天搞疯了.

这次真的是 "最怕突然听到你的消息"

好想大声的笑出来. 笑自己有多愚蠢.

突然的一个简讯,
突然的一个惊吓,
突如其来的悲伤,
突如其来的气愤,

全是因为五月天!

哇!!~~

为什么, 为什么, 为什么?

啊!!~~

吓死我了. 我还以为换成只在校园里换票.

天啊!!~~ 让我发泄一下吧.

即使我知道了, 我又不是这些学校的学生.

好想哭哦.

现在, 至少现在先让我的心脏恢复平常的跳法吧.

不要再刺激我了.

五月天[真正的快乐] 新歌飙唱会校园换票活动

1. 校园第一站

日期: 11月21日（星期五）

时间: 下午1点15分

地点: Temasek Polytechnic, TP Plaza

2. 校园第二站

日期: 11月25日（星期二）

时间: 下午12点30分

地点: Singapore Polytechnic, Canteen 5

3. 校园第三站

日期: 12月1日（星期一）

时间: 下午12点

地点: Nanyang Technological University, Area near 7-11

4. 校园第四站

日期: 12月3日（星期三）

时间: 下午12点

地点: Nanyang Polytechnic, NYP Atrium

5. 校园第五站

日期: 12月5日（星期五）

时间: 下午12点

地点: Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Canteen 2

学生只需出示以下3样物品,就能获取一张五月天[真正的快乐] 新歌飙唱会入门票.

学生证
五月天[后青春期的诗]专辑 (新加坡版)
兑换五月天[真正的快乐] 新歌飙唱会入门票固本 (在[后青春期的诗]专辑内)

training.

2008-12-03T11:59:00.003+08:00

OMG. my whole body is aching now. i haven trained for so long!!

i went to the Marina Barrage on Monday! waa the watcr playground is so fun haha. as usual isaac was running around playing with water while we chased after him trying to keep him from falling and take pictures at the same time!

haha i used photoscape to edit the pictures! so cute!

look wat i did for the tkd pictures!

nice right!

aww i can't go for training on thursday. my mum booked the 10 am time slot for collecting the passport! which means i wont get to photocopy the chemistry holiday worksheet again!

Bored

2008-11-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

i am bored.

后.青春期的诗

2008-11-06T11:53:00.003+08:00

当烟雾随晨光飘散
枕畔的湖已风乾
期待已退化成等待
而我告别了突然

当泪痕勾勒成遗憾
回忆夸饰着伤感
逝水比喻时光荏苒
终於我们不再
为了生命狂欢
为爱情狂乱
然而青春彼岸
盛夏正要一天
一天一天的灿烂

然後呢? 一起走吧.

谁说不能让我
此生唯一自传
如同诗一般
无论多远未来
读来依然一字一句
一篇都灿烂

让天空解释着蔚蓝
浮云定义着洁白
落花铺陈一片红色地毯
迎接我们到未来
精彩未完的未来

Class Outing!

2008-11-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

i know this is a little bit late but! I went for my FIRST 08s35 outing yesterday on 3rd of NOV!!
i tried bowling and pool for the first time!! waa!
bowling made my hands ache! cause the ball was heavy!

look! cheryl messed up my pic with her stupid finger!

haha her face got cut away! serves her right for messing up my pic!

cheryl acting pro! whahaha

2008-10-31T17:33:00.002+08:00

PW ORAL PRESENTATION ENDED TODAY!
i'm so happy everything went smoothly!~
i was a good girl! i remained calm! haha! oh yeah!

another good news! yuping is going to buy mayday's CD! OMG! now she can go to the CONCERT ON 4th JAN with me (if we get to exchange the TICKETS!)

五月天後。青春期的詩

PW is ENDING!

2008-10-23T22:45:00.004+08:00

WAAA! PW officially ends at 3^rd of NOVEMBER after the submission of I & R!

I can’t wait for that day to come! STUPID PROJECT WORK.

Anyway today is SITING’s BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! The birthday girl actually accompanied me to PARKWAY! Just because I wanted to check whether MAYDAY’s 7^th album had been released a not! Haha I’m such a good soul today! I bought and treated the birthday girl beef noodles!! It seems that doing good deed would bring me good luck! I found the OST of BLEACH MOVIE! Waa! Haha I’m so happy! Lalalala~

Since siting met up with Jia Hsien, so I saw him too! I think he flew (he reached Parkway unexpectedly fast!) to Parkway just thinking of Siting! Haha shh! Don’t tell anyone! I think he still likes her WAHAHAHAHA (:

Mayday! Mayday! MAYDAY!

2008-10-16T22:42:00.004+08:00

YAY! i'm so happy! WR is finally is finally in the past tense situation! what's left is only ORAL PRESENTATION!

MAYDAY MAYDAY!
i'm serious! Public speaking or presentation have always been my one and only achilles heels!
OKAY maybe not the only HAHA but surely its the most damaging, or should i say the most destructive one? i'll become very restless before the presentation and jerk to and fro when i'm talking. AHHH! Oral Presentation!

I'm SOO SCARED!

oh ya i changed the picture to MAYDAY! waaa! okay i know the blue of the picture and the orange theme doesnt match! FINE! as long as there is ASHIN's face i'm satisfied! WAHAHAHA!

贱!

2008-10-12T16:22:00.002+08:00

talk talk talk! all you know is talk!
F*** you
everything i don't know how to do don't know what she mean?!
everything oh xiaowei you go and read and then help me change accordingly.
everything i must read? my english is not that good too! PLEASE dont 太抬举我!
simple movement also don't know how to do? you STUPID! pose also dunno!
steps not you choreograph one also dont dont want to learn.

you think your sweet saccharine words will move me?
PLEASE! i'm not that kind.

i curse you i'll curse you to the 18th level of hell!

2008-10-11T23:47:00.001+08:00

shit you.

期待.

2008-10-05T22:39:00.003+08:00

SUPERBAND.

MAYDAY.

期待的人们.

我也要参加SUPERBAND.

因为可以和五月天握手.

yay!

2008-10-01T14:38:00.003+08:00

i feel accomplished!

i finished making the TKD blogskin(now it belongs to the one and only VJC TKD!)

and i finished the Openhouse video!

i'm so happy that the design looks nice on the banner! waaaa!

and i'm so happy that my design was used! (even though mine is not very special but it still looks good! )

plus its the one and only banner made up of only cloth!

i'm so proud of the exco 0809!

its over!

2008-09-27T15:17:00.001+08:00

YAYAYAYAYAYA!
i totally love VJC hahas
because next week we only have to go to school on friday for FAREWELL ASSEMBLY!
waaa! post promo life RAWKS!

looking forward to open house (:

i'm happy!

2008-09-11T20:39:00.005+08:00

Improvements!

even if its something small,

its still another step forward.

I'M so HAPPY!

jia you! i'll work hard!

landmines

2008-09-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

someone in my class stepped on my landmine yesterday? or is it saturday?
can't remember. anyway he stepped on my landmine. yuping would know what it means.
that stupid shit. shit shit shit.
he doesn't have any respect for the different religions, he does even have the basic manners.
try telling someone from a school that the girls in the school CMI? goodness. he then CMI la. WTH? feel like telling him to go eat shit la. i'll tell him next time.
he think he wad. very handsome ar. YACKS he disgust me. VOMITS. ERXIN

watch out i tell you. step on another of my landmines and you will get it from me.
i give you a high raising kick then you know. haha change you into a hobbit. lets see if you still dare to call anyone kiddy or short a not.

2008-08-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

you!
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid
idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot
damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you.

MENDY'S RIGHT
you are a disgrace to your COUNTRYMEN.

EoM

2008-08-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

AHHH!
OMG my EoM is full of crap.
The whole paragraph is boxed up my just one of Miss Wong's comment "Not saying much".
OH MAN my EN-G-LISH really sucks.

I wonder how Cheryl got EE for her A&E!
AHHHH! i'm going mad.

shut

2008-08-20T19:47:00.001+08:00

shut your freaking gap.

命中注定我爱你..

2008-08-19T20:04:00.001+08:00

心痛.
哭.
好久没有这样子了.
都是偶像剧和动画片害的.
眼睛都红了, 也肿了.

考试万岁!

2008-08-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

这是阿信写的:
在憂鬱與快樂中不停碰撞，終於慢慢長大的我們，人生中必定走過幾個悶熱而不安的五月。(他们的考试在五月)

不知道自己的明天在哪裡，只知道當時的自己，非常不願意的，把自己奉獻給那些永遠讀不完的書，背不起來的單字，搞不懂來龍去脈的公式。

坐在教室裡，趴在課本上發呆，看著桌子與黑板交界的地平線，幻想著考完試的那天，一定要找一個無人的山頭，將課本與參考書，一頁頁的撕下來，丟到熊熊的火中，讓他們永遠埋葬在灰燼之中。然後，輕輕的獻上我最叛逆的禮讚：「X！」。

我恨考試。那是十幾歲的我，第一次真正恨到的東西。

他讓我還沒來得及長大，就已經在教室裡老了。

晓薇说:
难怪他会是我的偶像^^

economics

2008-08-14T20:51:00.003+08:00

XIAOWEI
'LOVES'
ECONOMICS

dearest friends

2008-08-12T22:22:00.002+08:00

dear friends,

i have to say this.
i am very forgetful.
when under stress,
i will forget what i aimed and is supposed to do.
i will digress and always seem to hide or shy away from my responsibilities and wait until it is last minute before i take any actions.
sometimes it is just too late because i would tell myself "i could have done it earlier!" and i always regret that.

if you find out that i'm slacking too much please tell me straight in the face. (not too harsh pls *0_0*)
it seems that i just remember the significance of taekwondo and my friends to me on sunday night.
thats why i hate my forgetfulness.

nothing. done.

2008-08-11T21:38:00.003+08:00

OMG i haven done anything this weekend.
xiaowei! u cant slack anymore!
not PW not Econs PW not Bio spa not chemistry not math and not bio tutorial!
ah!

cute right! edited using photobucket!

TKD<3

2008-08-11T00:46:00.004+08:00

YAY!

VJC TKD ROCKS!

its fun!

thank you all for such fun times!

vjctkd is love!

p.s sorry cheryl i forgot to reply u.
sorry to my econs article project group members, Bernice Cheryl and Zoe!

Feeling FAB

2008-08-06T16:37:00.003+08:00

today was feeling fab! hahas its quite fun la! cause theres no school the whole day! YAY!

i had Pilates in the morning! erm its quite boring la!
hahas after that cheryl and sort of 'sneaked' into the PT to watch the HipHop people!

we took pictures in the PT! hahas but its so dark that i have to lighten the pictures!

Had GO KARTING in the afternoon! WAA! hahas i was so dumb! i thought the Kart could move by itself if i don't step on the accelerator! hahas! Serious! haha in the end i ended up being the last and the slowest one who went only 3 rounds HAHA!

hahas this is the only picture that wasn't blur! just a bit off centre!

AHH SO CUTE

coughs again X100

2008-08-04T21:37:00.002+08:00

I totally agree with YuPing that this year is not a year for us.

I never experienced such a long illness for a long time already. How many times have I been sick this year? It’s just starting of august and how many times have I been sick already?

Today was a full coughing day

I almost died coughing la. Okay I’m exaggerating by a bit but everyone in class saw how I coughed like mad la!

Thanks CHERYL! Although I took most of your water!
REALLY THANKS! I feel so fortunate to have you as a friend! ^^ I love you Cheryl!

Sick

2008-08-03T00:18:00.003+08:00

U see, my coughs never stopped since the day i blogged about it about last week or is it last last week?

its getting worst now.

my throat is like screaming "ouch" everytime i swallow something(even saliva!)

waaaa! pain pain! T_T

i'm sure i'm gonna get abs by coughing like this.

okay i'm gonna mug after i send bernice and cheryl the economics articles required for the project! oh shit! i still got video to do! with so little pictures! i'm sooooo gonna get killed.

TAG!

2008-08-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

hahas it seems that i'm doing this again! cause yuping sent it back to me!

1. The last person to tag you is...
okie she’s not the last one to tag but nevermind!

2. Your relationship with him/her is...
Best Friends!

3. Your first impression of him/her...
The person from 2D class taking the same bus as me!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you...
She went to TJ for me!

5. The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you...
HMM.. I can’t remember she said so many things!

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Seriously I don’t know!

7. If he/she became your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be..
Faster! Hurry Up! Hahahahahas

8. if he/she became your enemy,you will...
Siam!

9. if he/she became your enemy,the reason will be..
My bad temper!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now...
I can listen to her talk about ba gua and complain about school!

11. Your overall impression of him/her..
Yuping will always be Yuping!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you...
That’s what I wanna know!

13. The character you love of yourself is...
It changes from time to time lol XD

14. 14. On the contrary,the characters you hate of yourself are..
I have no determination.

15. 15. The most ideal person you want to be is…
Someone who is not afraid of challenges and do whatever it takes to fulfil their dreams like 五月天!

16. For the people that care and like you, say something to them..
Thank you. These two words said it all.

tag quiz!

2008-08-01T09:32:00.004+08:00

1. The last person to tag you is...
Zhong wei

2. Your relationship with him/her is...
Friends

3. Your first impression of him/her...
One of the two person who took away my 12.00 pm break.

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you...
He bought me a birthday present! its a book about how to play the guitar!

5. the most memorable thing that he/she had said to you...
erm. i dun remember! hahas but he like to suan yu ping!

6. if he/she become your lover, you will...
Ask him to teach me guitar!

7. If he/she became your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be..
More serious? No la he is fine the way he is (:

8. if he/she became your enemy,you will...
He will die a very painful death.

9. if he/she became your enemy,the reason will be..
Taking away me 12.00pm break! Hahas Kidding!

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now...
Erm. Can I change the question? I want him to do this quiz for me! Again! ^^

11.your overall impression of him/her..
Nice. Rubbish. Will make a good friend (:

12. How you think people around you will feel about you...
That’s what I wanna know!

13. The character you love of yourself is...
It changes from time to time lol XD

14. On the contrary,the characters you hate of yourself are..
I have no determination.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is…
Someone who is not afraid of challenges and do whatever it takes to fulfil their dreams
like 五月天!

16. For the people that care and like you, say something to them..
Thank you. These two words said it all.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Yuping
2. Shi Xian
3. Celeste
4. Cheryl Woong
5. Zhong Wei
6. Hong Aik
7. Si Ting
8. Tas
9. Mendy
10. Jefferson

18. Who is no 6 having relationship with?
Erm. Let me guess? Books, TKD, Bridge?

19. is no 9 a male or female?
Oh man its such a hard question. Ask no.9’s boyfriend/girlfriend no. 3 lol

20.if no 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
N.O!

21. What is no 2 studying about?
Physics, Chemistry, Math, Economics and GP!

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Friday morning, during assembly.

23. What kind of music band does no 8 like?
Weird bands? She let me listen to this song once, sung by a girl and its call “I kissed a girl”

24. Does no 1 have any siblings?
YEA! 2 sisters! Like me!

25. Will you woo no 3?
Er? No? she got girlfriend/boyfriend already!

26. How about no.7?
She’s already mine! WAHAHA ^^

27. is no 4 single?
YES

28. What is the surname of no 5?
Eh. YANG? Ahahas yuping told me his surname was yang and he is called yang zhong wei when we were working at ISETAN! Ah and I got cheated! Ok his surname is TAY.(yuping say one)

29. What’s the hobby of number 4?
Thinking too much

30.does no 5 and 9 get along well?
Considering that they don’t know each other but I think should be ok la. Can be horny together.

31. Where is no 2 studying at?
Nanyang Junior College

32. Talk something casually about no 1
She likes to suan pple, hahahahahs

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no 8?
N.O. and NEVER WILL

34. Where does no 9 live at?
Bedok!

35. Wad colour does no 4 like?
BLUE

36. Are no 5 and 1 best friends?
They are a pair of broken up siblings. T_T

37. Does no 7 like no 2?
Yup not bad!

38. How did you get to know no 2?
On the bus, when I saw her reading fruits basket comics.
Hahahas same CCA and same Higher Chinese class for 4 years!

39. Does no 1 have any pets?
YES one cute (no.1 ask me to say naughty but adorable) hamster!

40. is no 7 the sexiest person in the world?
NO. she is most easy going person I know!

2008-07-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

i wanna go taiwan):

nevermind, i'm getting over that.

did the second comprehension ever since the start of the year.
realised that i totally suck at doing that.

application question

summary

short question

i need tuition desperately.

forget about that i cant do side kick fast enough.

ok forget about that too, my CT called my mum.

she told my mum i failed math. (as if she dunno like that! oh man our school is so jian la!)

hahas and my mum actually told my CT what she did.

ok i shan't say it here. cause its so embarrassing.

oh man Miss Wong actually laughed.

regrets

2008-07-29T12:55:00.002+08:00

okay.
i'm officially regretting about why didn't i go for the Taiwan immersion Programme when i'm offered the chance to go.

oh man. i forgot.
there is no space for the taiwan student to stay in our house despite of the One Free room which my sister uses when she comes to stay.

oh man why can't she like errrrr! nevermind.
i just cant stand it.

come to think of it. this world really revolves around money
thats the only thing i can say now.
i swear i earn lots of money next time. WTF.

five men show four men work!

2008-07-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

i survived.
i finished my part for PW and i did the annex! YAY
i really pity Jonathan!! but then again who say he is the group leader?
hahas okok! he have to compile everything i doubt he's going to get any sleep tonight!):

it seems that our group have dissolved from a 5 person group to a 4 person group.
our group seriously shrunk.
i really dunno why you know?

how can one small part of feasibility kill? why don't you even bother doing?
who doesn't have their own life? (do i sound sacarstic?) Oh man. and i have Chemistry A level SPA tomorrow.

Damn her/him.

do i sound like i'm bitching about somebody?
yes its suppose to sound this way.

i must say this. that person almost didnt do anything.
yes yes she/he did something. and that thing i had to take out and redo the whole thing again.
another thing that, that person did Jonathan had to edit the whole thing again.

oh man. whats the point?

i'm so sick and tired of this.
i know its unfair.
but i'm used to this already, now i really think our group only have 4 person.

wa lao. 贱.
no this word to be used on this person will be 抬举-ing that person.
oh man. what should use to describe?
i'll tell u next time.
for now i need to sleep!

PW again again again again..

2008-07-28T15:53:00.002+08:00

i realise no one is online from my PW group. (or maybe they put 'appear offline')

We are suppose to hand in our Written Report tomorrow.

We haven't done anything yet.

No survey results
No summary of lesson plan
No analysis of results
No evaluation
No annex
No pie charts
No bar graphs
No anything.

Seriously i think we are like so dead?
hahas if we are really able to cough out the WR draft 1(regardless of its quality) within one day i think we really ROCK man.
okay, lets see what happens tomorrow.

i'm gonna do my biology e assessment now<3

2008-07-27T16:00:00.002+08:00

oh man i suddenly feel so stupid.

i thought that the biology e assessment is like from 25th july to 28th july.

so i was mugging bio today.

then when i on the comp about ten minutes earlier and checked the blackboard and my e mail.

i realised the e assessment is form 28th july to 3rd august. ok fine.

LURVE ASHIN~

2008-07-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

yay today's interview was a SUCCESS!
hahas i'm so happy! WAA

oh man who is thinking about me! i've been sneezing continuously for the past 5 minutes =-=
i really must start doing all the TKD stuff if not i'll be killed by jill and chrystal.
NVM i shall start tml ahaha.
talking about tomorrow! i'm so sian!
tomorrow still have to go back to school at 2.15 for College day!
i can't do my work! its like one afternoon GONE.

ASHIN will be on TV tomorrow at 9.30 PM!
I WANNA WATCH! AHHH!~

2008-07-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

yay! today was a totally slack day.
WAHAHAS
i didnt run during PE! cause we helped hang the College day flags! WOO!
TKD didnt do harsh PT either! ( no running wa lucky sia! ) hahas we did stretching!
i hope it rains on every thursday in the morning and in the evening! HAHAHAS

my leg hurts =_= hahas i think i too long never stretch already.. hmm or warm up a bit to slack le!

theres some problem with my e-CIP! help!
my CT said that the requwst was sent to her! but i sent it to mr jonathan chong wad!
something must be wrong with the system!

there's half day tomorrow! school will end at 11.00 am for me! YAY!
hais but theres PW interview! that means 'i cant go home' T_T

i just realised zhiyang from taekwondo has been taking bus from the same bus stop as me for the past few years? ahaha OMG i didnt even recognise him la. i'm not really observant in the morning hahas cause i'm too busy falling asleep!

took some pictures with cheryl again! too bad camera's charging cant put it up here today! i'll put ut up tml along with the interview pictures then!

goodnight!

coughs coughs

2008-07-23T22:22:00.006+08:00

i'm sick again!
oh no i should say i got better and it became worst now.
okok i'm coughing to death again.

hahas i'm proud of myself! at least i have done some (well most) tutorials this week!
i sincerely hope this continues!

i skipped training on tue cause i was coughing like mad.
oh well, and Mr. Flu had to add on to my misery by visiting after i got home.

oh man! he is so shuai! i'm now officially back to my 花痴days like during Sec 4.
WAA. I just can't resist this/them/him!

OMG! look at his EYES! ah!!~

yess cheryl did it again!
hahas it looks nice as usual!

ok i shall dedicate this post to my poor friend yu ping (in the middle!) hahas
whom like me, is sick now.

oh man yu ping stopped tagging T_T

i shall go sleep now. if not tml cant wake up.
hais so 命苦. i'm the only one getting up early tomorrow!
even my sister got MC. waaaa~

走火入魔

2008-07-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

他, 让我走火入魔了.

无法自拔的,

无药可救的,

疯狂的,

爱上了他.

ALWAYS OPEN YOUR HEART

2008-07-19T14:10:00.006+08:00

[開天窗]

一隻鯨魚要怎麼放進冰箱打開門然後用力關冰箱然後呢如果你還想要放一隻大象

一份希望要怎麼放進心臟如果你活的有一點悲傷答案是用力丟掉鯨魚用力甩悲傷

是誰說半夜不能吃便當是誰說彩虹不能長頭上

是誰說藍色就等於憂傷你看看天空和海洋

順風時就展開雙翅飛翔逆風時就當成在衝浪沒有風的時候那就讓我開開天窗

一句歌詞怎麼讓你很難忘方文山林夕和我都在想想破頭也鑽不進一個緊閉的心房

一個難題要用多少的智商多少淚還有多少的盼望多少人變成緊閉門窗孤獨的國王

我是 open chan 快樂的一天跟你一起 OPEN！喔喔喔喔！

我是 open chan 快樂的一天彩虹長在頭上！喔喔喔喔！

http://www.openopen.com.tw/

pw interview

2008-07-16T21:07:00.003+08:00

Went back to TKSS for interview today!
OMG the art teacher completely wasted my time today la.
Good thing we interview the very PRO Mdm Nora! she is so cool la! hahahas she knows more about dongdang sayang than us. Oh man! we should really research more!
Mdm Nora is just so nice and friendly! She even offered to answer our questions through e mail if we have anymore doubts! AAHHH!
Thank you Mdm Nora!

Mdm Nora and Vernon!

OOOoo saw Mrs Tan today! My 4A chemistry teacher!
i just miss her lessons! i miss my secondary school teacher! i even miss mrs huang! i can't believe it! OMG. i just wish my GP teacher was Mdm Sonia Yeo. hahas i know its a bad sign!

hahas took pictures with Cheryl again!

look what she did to my GC?

PW

2008-07-13T00:32:00.003+08:00

i'm doing PW again and i'm going bonkers.
hahas i shall post a BARNEY song here.
ts cute you know! i always sing it to my nephew!

"if all the raindrops were lemon drops and gum drops

oh what a rain it would be!

standing outside with my mouth open wide!

AH AH A AH AH A AH AH A AH

if all the raindrops were lemon drops and gum drops

oh what a rain it would be!

if all the snowflakes were candy bars and milkshakes

oh what a snow it would be!

standing outside with my mouth open wide!

AH AH A AH AH A AH AH A AH

if all the snowflakes were candy bars and milkshakes
oh what a snow it would be!"

2008-07-13T00:28:00.001+08:00

seriously i dunno what cheryl did to our picture.
but its damn nice, so i decided to post it here after stealing it from her facebook! hahas

SLV!

2008-07-11T23:28:00.004+08:00

today was a fun fun day!
had many first times today!

its my first SLV
its my first time cam whoring the whole day
its my first time going into the BIZ club room!
its my first time i didnt sleep in Econs Tutorial and i actually find the teacher less hateful!
its my first time carrying other kids other than isaac
its my first time going to a private kindergarden
its my first time acting to faint, run around shouting help and stop, drop and roll in front of so many kids!

it was fun!
the break before econs tutorial we went to the Biz Club room!
guess what?
me and cheryl took photos with the donuts HAHAS. its the gigantic one!
Cheryl started it first!!

oh ya before i forget! HAPPY BIRTHDAY filbert!!

Cheryl keeps saying her face is deformed! ITS NOT OKAY!

I look so dark in the photo!

On the bus to Little Tree House!

hahas yes.. thats me on the floor. OMG. i cant believe i did that.
(took this from filbert's blog)

see! they so cute!

LOOK! they are scandalous! WAHAHAS

nice pose joshua!

hahas PW group leader caught in ACTION!

oh ya there was this boy called Ryan in my group! the teacher was so mean to him!
damn her man! she was so sacarstic to this 4 year old boy! she scolded him so loudly in front of us! Oh man! he is just a four year old boy! what can you expect? which 4 year old boy doesn't junp around? which normal boy wouldn't be energetic and naughty? A 4 year old child have his own dignity you know?! you dont have to scold him so loudly and rub it in right?
Do you know what happened? He was alright at first! So ready to play with us, after the teacher scolded him then he retreated to his own corner and didnt take part in any of the games at all!
and you know what?! while we were outside playing the last game this teacher have to spray insect repellent on every kid and you know what she said? she said "Ryan i thought you weren't going to play?" OMG her tone was so sour that i almost cringed when i heard it! plus she is so rough! she sprayed the insect repellent into his right eyes without realising it! OMG! and she calls herself a senior teacher? Oh please! she is not even fit to be a teacher la!
I'm so angry!

SLV was kinda successful!
well you see there are limitations cause the kindergarden is quite small! hahas

after SLV my family went to the xiao hong lou at east coast!
what a feast! hahas i'm so full!
good thing i had some exercise by chasing isaac! hahas! he SOOOOO CUTE!

i was looking at the TKD competition photos! OMG!
the photographer actually took a photo of JASON and alot other HCI ppl i knew from sparex!

Then i saw this picture. i'm so touched!
i dont know why. i just felt like crying when i saw this picture. maybe i'm just too happy!

OMG look at weijie's face! he is retarded+pervertic! hahas

hey it was really fun ya know.
i didnt know VJ could be so fun(:
thanks you my friends, my classmates and my tkd seniors.

HBL!

2008-07-10T08:45:00.002+08:00

its home based learning today!
YAY! hahas i just realised i prefer mr toh's lessons online!
i just think its so much more efficient!
he actually thinks i'm not in the meeting!

at least i dont have to wake up at six for home based learning!
i'm thankful already (:

speech day

2008-07-09T21:58:00.003+08:00

Today was the TK Speech Day.
I went back to school!
hahas there was lots of 4A people and 4B people!
It feels good to be back in TK!

Its like i get the feeling that i'm Sec 4 again. After speech day there would be supplementry lessons that would drag on till four thirty.
While sitting there and listening to Mr Lee, i was thinking, what was i doing at this time last year? Am i behind day dreaming? talking? stoning? What was i thinking?

Nicholas's citation and speech is so entertaining.HAHA
oh man he is the first guy i ever seen to drop the microphone before he says his speech.
He is so FUNNY! lol he have to "tsk" before every sentence he starts after a pause! LOL

saw alisha after that!
she looks so nice with short hair!
hahas i think nope she is my favourite junior. LOL
Angie is like still the same? HAHA

Only one year have really passed.

As usual i can't fit into the 4A group. hahas too bad i just don't know what to say to them! i guess there is just no common topic?

Talked to Miss Erma and Mdm Nora! YAY they agreed for the interview!
I also talked to Mr Lee!! AHH!
i never knew i'm so brave. hahas i actually talked to the principal!! OMG
hahas well i asked him whether he can help us for the survey he said YES!
WAHAHAS this is cool! He says he will facilitate the survey! OMG he is so cool! hahahas
on one condition we have to send him an e mail to state the contents o our prject and our survey (:
hahas i'll ask Jonathan to do that! hahas
i think i've used up all my guts to talk him :p
hahas its okay la! since he is the Group Leader!

YAY i'm going back to TK again next Wed after school!

its PW again

2008-07-08T21:47:00.003+08:00

i feel like killing **** ***
ok you can ask me if you want hahas
by the way its the name of a person and not vulgarities

i'm sick of typing the word peranakan into the yahoo or google and click search.
i have done this twice. once in secondary 3 and now.
why did i ever suggest Peranakan again??
WHY? why am i so stupid?
i should have known that information of the peranakans are quite hard to find on the internet especially the details. =_=

lets not talk about this, lets talk about today's Taekwondo Training!
hahahas i went Parkway Parade with Celeste, Tas, Denise and Elaine to buy CAKE!
hahas as if its for me! its for someone from her class! Mendy was jealous cause Celeste didnt see her in shcool and didnt ask her to come along! =)

Sir wants me to do yellow pattern again and promises to give us double after the competition! but! i wanna do the green one ler. ):
so.. while he was teaching the green pattern me and elaine stood behind and learnt with the rest of them WAHAHAS!

So Sir was like "you all don't need to learn cause you all doing the yellow one!"
hahas sorry sir! nevermind la learn learn only (:
i dont wanna stay yellow belt~

"Pale broken wings,

you're just a little tired

from the sky which is too blue

Don't do it for anyone else

Just smile for yourself "

ALONES~Aqua Timez

regrets.

2008-07-07T00:49:00.003+08:00

i am a bad gurl today.

i shouldn't have eaten big breakfast
i shouldn't have eaten the hushbrown
i shouldn't have changed the drink to milo
i shouldn't have eaten so many chocolate chip cookies
i shouldn't have eaten the fried prawns

i think i'm gonna die coughing soon
i'm coughing like mad now.
hais EoM.
i feel like killing the person who started PW.
shit him. damn him. screw him. i refuse to say the f word.

OH NO ...
my throat.
ARGH!

i'm trapped in between. i dont know what my family is going to do tomorrow night.
and i feel like going out with the CLIC pple.
dear me. i'm coughing like mad.

"God must hate me

He cursed me for eternity

God must hate me

Maybe you should pray for me

I'm breaking down and

you can't save me

I'm stuck in hell

and I wanna go home"

Simple plan-God Must Hate Me

GRADING!

2008-07-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

my sore throat is over! yay!
hais now its a bad cough thats torturing my throat T_T

i've been slacking so long, its time i should blog LOL

when for grading today, hmm it was ok la.
as usual i was very nervous before and during my turn.
i'm like standing right in front of the examiner! ahh!!
then i told myself! 'its your ONLY chance! and you have done this pattern dunno how many hundred times (just exaggerating) how can you not pass this grading!'

tried to look for zhong wei but i couldnt see anyone familiar =_= hahas in the end just as i thought his grading is later than mine around 10 am ba. i'm like damn early la but its ok! its good to have the rest of the day free =) before going to breakfast with Tas Celeste Mendy Elaine Chrystal Jill and four sorry is five other guys i just refuse to name.

Oh ya guess who i saw before i went for breakfast??! I saw Joey from Jurong JC!

i;ve been so lazy, even though i have the TKD nationals photos i just refuse to update the VJC blog. hahahs if got time i'll update later(:

YAY! BLEACH RAWKS!

part of the VJ helpers that day(;

Look at the unglam President! WAHAHAS

Look! the Bimbos of 08'

i wan my photo with mei ying! i'll go ask from her now!!

SAGAT!

i'm sick again

2008-07-01T18:41:00.003+08:00

i'm sick for the third time this year.

i missed my chemistry practical today T_T
i went to school today so that i won't miss it, hais
in the end that sickening fever i anticipated came earlier then expected.

i hate fevers,
my body is aching all over
and my throat is tearing apart every time i try to swallow some food.
WAAA~

one very bad news (as i have predicted)
i got a sub-pass for math. in case you don't know. i got 39. OMG.
its ok, at least i know where i went wrong.

GOOD LUCK weijie! hahas add more oil!

yo yuping i also dunno where shi xian wanna go ler
hahas i'll bug her again.

argh. i'm feeling so sick and tired
stupid sims 2 deluxe.

my nightmare.

2008-06-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

oh no,
everything starts tomorrow.

yes tomorrow.
tutorials.lectures.free periods.general paper.project work.

nevermind
like what i said.
'I will keep walking till the day i die..'
so sadistic.

i'm so unlucky, maybe is because i suan yuping
its my retribution lol
the sims 2 i bought got a bit of problem. =_=
wa lao yuping you got the crow's mouth lor (direct chinese translation)

zwei's birthday.

2008-06-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

i cant believe i got someone's birthday wrong
lol i thought zhong wei's birthday is on 26 june. it seems that his birthday is on 26 july!
hahas nvm la.

ok back to what i wanna say. today yuping and me went out to buy zhong wei's birthday present!
YAY! so fun! got to suan yuping today!
but never take photo T_T

thank you zhongwei and yuping!
hahas thanks for walking around with me to buy stuff.
in the end the whole outing is like the both of them accompanying me to buy stuff =)

on no! jacq say i grew fatter! ARGH!!!!!!

mid years

2008-06-25T13:21:00.004+08:00

i totally screwed up my math.
(note this is the first time i use the word screwed)

i'm really gonna fail my math, i'm not kidding and i'm not really sad.
hahas its not the first time i fail.

i mean i failed truckload of times during class quizes in TK but i've never fail math (or any other subject) for such major exam.

i'm so weird (did i spell it correctly?), after the horrendous math paper ended i have this uncanny urge to go home and practice math until i can do the paper.

i really wonder what my results slip would look like this time?

RED?

anyway i'm wasting my time here and not studying for chemistry.
hahas just tempted to on the computer cause i haven on it for erm.. hahas quite sometime XD

ONE MORE DAY!

i'm so gonna die.

2008-06-18T22:11:00.003+08:00

The national taekwondo tournament turned out to be fine hahas
not as bad as i thought =)
the ladies from STF were very nice! hahas should call them MDM lol they might be black belt.
WAHAHAS

i made a new friend!
his name is Christopher Lee!
ITS REAL (i saw his EzLink card!)
he always make me laugh cause he keep saying that i got frightened off by the camera's flash.
hahahahas so bad! he laugh at someone older then him!
he is fifteen! and he is a junior BLACK. goodness thats so....
hahas its ok i'm feeling old now..

another good thing is, i got 9 CIP hours (:
saw lots of people there!
including pple i dont wanna see hahas.

OMG. i cant stand their stuck up faces hahas

oh ya saw mei ying and jun jie! hahas
me arvind meiying and jun jie took a group photo after the prize presentation!
i shall bug her for photos after MYEs

yay took lots of photos with Mendy's camera!
THANK YOU Mendy!
thanks for lending me your camera!
love you lots!
OMG, i feel so guilty now.
remember i'll bug you for the photos after MYEs!

CLIC 08 HEROES

2008-06-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

hahas this is a bit late.. hahas

hahas these photos are from Jian wei's blog =)

stupid. me.

2008-06-12T16:32:00.001+08:00

why did i ever agreed on helping out during the national tournament on sunday?

now i'm running after people to join me.

i know i'm adding on to their misery.

i'm miserable too.

this is sad la.

i smsed 8 people.

3 replied.

3 rejects.

AHHHHHH!!~~

what time is it?

2008-06-11T01:20:00.005+08:00

It's time for SPAREX pictures!

YAY!

xiaowei and mei ying!

i'm working hard!

arvin is SLEEPING! how dare he!

SAGAT!

Sebest in the gurl form. LOL

its obvious that it's my head. lol this is the last part! plank breaking!

lining up for hand shakes

i feel sad all of a sudden X(

FOOD!

Waaa~ so 'strong'!

weird people

weird GL.

finally after so long! i've found someone shorter than me!
(shih yi and xiaowei)

xiaowei and wierd eeeeeeeee onn GL

the tall and the taller

more weird people with weird actions. hahas

AGONY

2008-06-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

I WAN MY PICTURES

ITS WITH THE HCI GURL, Mei Ying

shes not online

i bet they are mugging somewhere like me.

OH NO~

MY PHOTOS.

how stupid of me not to bring camera, not to borrow camera from my sister.

its not a lot actually,

but i still wan them. T_T

my evil plan

2008-06-10T00:39:00.001+08:00

this is to answer chrystal's question.

whats my evil plan?

i'll tell you now.

if next year have SPAREX

i'll make all the J1s go

WAHAHAHAHAHAS

and flood the camp with VJ ppl

then we can do VJ cheers

OVERWHELM the HCI ppl

WAHAHAHAHAHAS

SHHHH... dun tell anyone LOL

SPAREX (:

2008-06-08T18:05:00.006+08:00

well i'm back (:
SPAREX didnt disappoint me
it was nice and fun.

its just that theres only 5 of us from VJ TKD who went and a whole bunch of HCI people there.
hahas i've got an evil plan to carry out next year! TKD exco members.
pls do not stop me from doing it. haha

i've learnt a lot from the camp.
it's real tiring!
completely different from the training in school.
sparing is painful.
for me at least.
you see.
i have neither muscles nor strength.
kicks from other people are just a little bit unbearable for me.
hahas i'm so WEAK -_-
but its still hmmm.. i shan't say it's fun i'll use the this phrase "adrenaline rushing"
hahahas cause i was damn scared before my bout!
really i could feel my guts becoming smaller and smaller.
cause my opponent is really 'hiong' (i know cause we played a game with her group before)
well you see i'm so lag (as in movement) and against her, my confidence just wouldn't surface.
one more thing to add to my stress, she was a former junior black belt.
well, i'm just a novice in sparing. (in fact it's actually my first time sparing lol)
heng(lucky) got GL and celeste hahas they stopped me from freaking out.
the last minute prep talk GL gave sort of pushed up my confidence a bit
however once i step into the arena everything went down again. LOL
well obviously it's my problem.

i'm glad. (:
hahas YAY
at least i learnt a lot of things!
i've sparred for the first time in my whole life
i've done my first turining kick
i've learnt to be a little bit more brave
i've gone through the most tiring training in my life

One last thing,
thank you! GL and AGLs (:

hmm i sort of miss them a bit la. hahas OH NO~
yay i like sparex!

before i go camp

2008-06-05T16:01:00.005+08:00

i thought i'll post something before i go for sparex camp (:

i think i'm going to lock my laptop after my camp and start mugging hahas ^-^
anyway this is just some random photos that i've just found in my laptop LOL

this was before health check lol we were playing with Soomi's very slim sumsung (or LG) phone

hmm i forgot where we were going..

in class lol stress until mad liao

bio lab!~

one last thing,
Yu ping! 加油for your com in june!!

oh ya these are some cute stuff i found today (:
can be used as msn emoticons!

健忘的我!

2008-06-03T23:04:00.005+08:00

自从,

07 年 12月在 isetan 打工
08年 1月-3月在TJ的日子
08年 4月-5月在VJ的疯狂

过了那么长的时间

我似乎忘一些重要的东西

我忘了那种为了梦想而奋斗的感觉
也忘了那种踮起脚尖努力摇晃手就为了让他们发觉自己的兴奋
更重要的是我忘了那份他们带来的感动

我竟然忘了着个带给我动力的心情

要不是因为看了演唱会的DVD
我可能到现在还在遗忘中吧!

我也忘了怎么开始读漫画
忘了从何时起我不再买漫画
(幸好shixian又借了我几本, 不然过些日子我看我连看都不会看!)

真是的! 现在想买漫画都不知从何买起
以前那么熟悉的事现在却变成了陌生的举动

果然我是个健忘的人

(P.S. 还有一件重要的事我忘了-我忘了怎么读书天啊! *惨叫声*)

make music

2008-05-31T22:07:00.011+08:00

MAKE

MUSIC

NOT

WAR

Camp 27/5-30/5

2008-05-30T23:30:00.011+08:00

HEROES
Benjamin
Wei Yan
Neng Wei
Jian Wei
Martin
Althea
Jasmine
Brian
Xiaowei
Estee

CLIC
Connecting Leaders In Camp

i don't know why i can't seem to open up in the camp.
why can't i be like who i am during the taekwondo camp in march?
maybe i'm scared.
cause the friendship gained during these four days might fade away after 30th May.
everyone would go on to their own daily lives after this camp.

again i'm afraid of losing.
so i choose not to gain.

at the last activity, i almost cried.
(other pple cried HAHA)
i'm strong. i will not cry.
thats what i told myself.
i will take it with a smile on my face,
cause i will not regret what i've gone through the past few days.

i did my best for every activity we've done.
so no regrets (:

i have to say this here.
because i suck at talking.
i cant seem to think of anything to say during the peer to peer talking.
hahas i feel so bad when everyone started talking to me and telling whats good abt me. instead of saying whats good abt them i could only stone.

Benjamin
hey good boy who always sings 小微to irritate me!
hahas lets see if you can find my blog!
do i look like i would ostracize you?
what kind of 眼光 do you have?
hahas anyway you are the first one in my JC life to tell me that you are quite scared of me at the first impression. hahas i used to have that very often in my secondary school days XD
nothing's wrong with coming from Bedok Green!
i really think you are REALLY strong to have survived secondary school. (after listening to what you said about your school)
and one thing - you are damn im-ba in music.
make sure you really learn and practice that song so that you can play it for me! (:
and jia you! i support you! go for your gurl!

Wei Yan
hey you are my classmate so i shan't say much hahas i'll still get to see you everyday :X

Neng Wei
i really believe that you are quite a nice guy before i started talking to you. hahas cause you are from Mendy's class. since i only stared talking to you on the third day of the camp i dont really know you well. sorry!

Jian Wei
i really 佩服 your ability to ask questions.
you seem to have an amazing secondary life too! (other than Benjamin)
if got the chance you can tell me abt it lol to widen my knowledge to wierd stuff you did.
just to praise you a bit la
with you the image of photog might change if you show your face more often hahas pretty boy!
i wanna answer one of your questions the one on regret. remember what i said that night? i dont really have regrets? maybe in reality i might have but i choose to look to the better side so i take regrets as mistakes that would help me grow.

Martin
YOU ARE SO TALL!
OMG.
stop saying i'm funny.
i'm not lor i'm just erm.... i'm normal lor!
you are nice! hahas ok my vocab a bit bad la
but really.
Thanks (:
for being our pre-camp leader.
for trying your best to make us come up with a group identity and name(:
i really like our group name! HEROES!

Althea
hahas when i think of you i'll think of you running towards the road in the game which enable others to act.
i really cant stop laughing when that moment is replaying in my mind like a video.
without you our group cheer wouldnt be as impactful
Thank you

Jasmine
i still remember what you said during sports day.
Thanks, really thanks alot.
you were the one who let me discover that one encouragement could send person up and running again.
i like your straightforward-ness. that is something i am trying to learn. i always cant really say out what i want to say. so JIA YOU and you would achieve your dreams! i support you!

Brian
hahas i mistook you for somebody else at first XD
you stink sometimes but its okie hahas since you are so big size

Estee
thanks for being such a nice roommate =)
sorry for making you wait everytime i bath hahas
i know we are weird ppl who would do crunches at night. LOL
we can help each other out i'll kill the lizards and you can take the 小强s!
you are also another im-ba person.
OMG hockey national team. (:

one last thing to everyone i know reading this now:
who you are makes a difference in my life

one last post before....

2008-05-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

hahahas i'm back again!
apparently that the June Tournament is only open to the yellow belts and above.
and response for the coloured belts is "amazingly bad" (quoted from Jill (: ) hahas
its really a DISASTER from the exco's point of view! hahas but me?
its HOORAY for me XD cause i dont need to take part! YAY.

hey hey hey!
i'm not that evil you know?
hahas its because i'm COMPETELY LAGGING.
yes! LAGGING.
hahas i would be happy to take part in the tournament if only there isn't any mid years XD
its good since i've started worring about my results hahas.

So yup i'm gonna be a full time mugger after CLIC

i'm looking forward to SPAREX!

CLIC

2008-05-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

noooooooooo.

i don't feel like going for camp.

waaaaaaaaa.

i wanna stay at home and slack.

permissions

2008-05-25T15:10:00.002+08:00

i'm sick of logging in hahas

for the sake of my lazyness, i unlocked my blog =)

memories

2008-05-24T00:15:00.010+08:00

i just realised something.
i didnt do my chemistry e assessment.
i looked at the clock and its 12.15am.
goodness!

its FULLDAY today!
woke up at 6.30am today hahas
tell you something funny.
i was all ready to go to school in my full uniform, i even reached the ground floor!
the bus stop was just a road away. when i realised its 7.00am.
i've missed my usual 6.50am bus and i'm going to be late. so i thought why should i go through the harrowning experience of being late again when its fullday.
So, i turned back and went home. hahas

during the morning and afternoon i finished the VJ taekwondo blog! YAY!
its cool! and i posted the ever first post on the blog! hahas

left the house at around 4.45pm to meet shi xian =]
hahas of course i was late we arranged to meet at 5.00pm XD

你知道吗?
那时我在听五月天的小太阳~钢琴版
她在对面的车站等
看到我时她开始走到红绿灯
我们就这样一个在马路对面一个在学校外面
这样走到了我们曾经每个星期一和四都会走过的红绿灯
就着样到了红绿灯我的眼泪涌了出来
不知道为什么

以前
一起回家
一起去dance
一起等33
一起在车站说的事
一起微笑
一起哭
一起难过
一起烦恼

好想念的过去

after collecting o level cert i went to TJ hahas
correct its TJ, Mardi Gras!
hahas its a cool and wonderful (as said by the vice principal of TJ) event!
the first person i saw when i entered the gates of TJ was my ANGEL!
hahas i really get to see him at least once a month. XD
he was giving out the event schedule he didnt see me cuz i sort of erm hahas slide pass him! and disappeared into the school hahas ok ok fine i just didnt acknowledge his presence la!
i also dunno what to say to him. hahas but after that he saw me in school and said hi! hahas OMG he remember my name! hahhaas
*flowers blooming* lol

i realised TJ is still a nice place with nice people.
its just because of the blog posts and the attitude of the TKD people during the competition that tarnished my impression of TJcians.
TJ still rawks hahas that place really gives me a warm feeling =)
hahas still now i never regretted choosing VJC as my first choice for JAE all because of vj's taekwondo.

went home with yuping after mardi gras.
she said "it seems quite long ago since we went home together"

its not quite long.
don't make me cry again

我会走下去的
为了最美好的自己

I'm CREATIVE

2008-05-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

YAY!

Tell you something nice.
Something fun.
Something cool.
shhh.. don't tell anyone!

XIAOWEI GOT INTO THE EXCO

hahahahas
*evil laughters*
"i'm creative and i like to direct! so vote me to be your CREATIVE DIRECTOR"
hahahahas
my 奸计得逞了!

anyway i'm gonna do noticeboard blog new email and plan farewell party! YAY
tell you something!
i love VJ TKD! (well actually i wanted to say this the current TKD blog really sucks i'm sorry!)

tell u something!
chrystal and celeste cannot see!

shh...
chrystal is so motherly! =)
celeste is so daddyly =)

What do u call this?

2008-05-20T20:45:00.003+08:00

I’m talking crap here.
Don’t read it if you can’t take it.
Pardon me for saying this:

What do you mean when you say you all know what’s going on?

Please do not assume with the lack of knowledge

Keeping quiet is the right thing? HA HA

Say it out if you want! We won’t stop you.
As long as we 问心无愧 we are able to face the world with integrity and a smiling face.

Who doesn't have blood and sweat?
Who didn’t put in their efforts for the whole thing?

As if the ones who didn’t work hard would get what they want.

Sit back and see what happens to us?
What can possibly happen?
Someone tell me what can happen?
What do YOU want to happen?

Tears?
Feelings?
Emotions?
Who doesn’t have them?

It’s quite normal to feel something
However it seems that pushing the blame might not be the right thing to do.

Goodness. Who’s the one who said you are cheating when you got the title for so long?
If you don’t know please do not assume or listen to some unrespectable or unreliable source.
If you don’t know I shall inform you.
Someone here actually said “when you have a strong base its quite normal that you would continue to win.” Who was the one who said that when you continue to win in consecutive years means you cheated?
Now who’s the one who said there is more that meets the eye when other people got more gold?

True. Everyone should do the same thing. Didn’t you get to organise last year? HA HA why would the competition be organised by different school every year? Isn’t it obvious?
Should we say that it’s pointless to take part in competitions held by other people?

VJC taekwondo

2008-05-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

WOO HOO!!

VJ WON THE OVERALL CHAMPION!

OMG OMG OMG!
we won! hahahahas we have got like double the points TJ have la.
all because of the individual GOLDs we got hahas
i cant believe it. HongAik got like 4 GOLD one SILVER and either one bronze or 4th and below place. =_= its not that i dont think he can do it i really think he is good! hahas but its like SO MANY! like not very normal hahas okok i'm saying that he is like superman. hahas VJ is lucky that we have a superman hongaik and superwoman yang pei this year! hahas Yang Pei got 5 GOLD! hahas gosh! thats so cool la!!

hahas me? well apparently my previous no. 101 post didnt really stop me from freaking out during the pattern hahas because i didnt really contribute to the winning part hahahas my team got fourth for both white and yellow pattern i think i'm the one who spoiled my team la hahas but never mind its over anyway!
The main thing is i'm happy hahahas.
I'll work hard and go for competition next year! 加油!
next time i hope, nope i wont definitely wont tremble anymore XD

one thing quite unexpected. i wanna ask whats a sore loser? i mean is it someone that gives black face and roll their eyes when they didnt win? hais.

oh ya saw him again. this time impression worsen.
Tas was like 'OMG he is so ugly! you have bad taste man!' hahahs its okie i can take it =]
=_= but i still felt bad when i saw my OGL ahahas well i sort of pretended i didnt see them cause i dont know how to face them =_= apparently the OAC ogl Dex was there too to support TJ too hahas but he walk too fast cant really see his face.

oh ya i saw one TK npcc gurl there! she's already black belt and was representing MJ hahas. i was still thinking for a moment why she looks so familiar. ahahas

OMG i'm so happy!! i really felt like crying when they was like saying we would probably win if our teams continue to do well in the finals! waaa! we didnt really have a good starting in the semi-finals hahas our marks is like all the way below? hahas that time i was like giving up hope already cause the TJ pple all look damn pro!!. LOL but when the finals started everyone in VJ suddenly burst out! hahas and i really mean burst out to the top wahahas. surprise surprise maybe everyone decided to work 'a little bit' more harder after michelle's inspiring talk. HA HA

yay i love TKD!
p.s hmm dunno when would the results of the exco would come out waa hahas i feeling sianz for CLIC. dont feel like going already czuse have to prepare a lot of things! sian but looking forward to the Sparex hehe =)

勇气

2008-05-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

因为四川的地震
阿信说: "穩住，地球表面."

我才发现自己的世界
只有那么一点点晃动
我却连那么一点的摇动都承受不起

那么多人祈祷的夜晚
我却是甜甜的睡着

我啊还真是不坚定不懂得珍惜

疯狂的梦才是最美的
逆风飞翔才会锻炼出强壮的翅膀
站起来是唯一能走下去的方法

矛盾疑惑恐惧我踢走了
现在就只省一桶满满的油还没加
在同样的身体里有着不同的感触
我挑战着全世界

害怕

2008-05-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

我有说过吗?
我很胆小的.
你没看错.
对, 那个字就是胆小.

我
怕面对现实
怕从最高点被狠狠的甩下来
怕 CLIC
怕 TKD 比赛
怕 Midyears
怕没时间
怕如果选中懦弱的自己能不能胜任
怕要说声加油却没油可加
怕面对对自己很好的OGL
怕自己的胆怯连累他人
怕自己的未来

世界上真的有24小时吗?

昨天太近明天太远

想抓住的东西
永远也抓不到

想拥有的东西
永远也不会完

想知道的未来
越是捉摸不定

想挑战的世界
始终都没改变

能不能不要说
不要告诉别人

紧握住我的手
我们一起走吧

去尝试这滋味
青春狂妄放肆

Mother's Day

2008-05-11T22:48:00.003+08:00

I'm so depressed.
I’m worried too.
If this continues I’m going to become a super stressed idiot.

Today went to train for TKD at the national training centre.
That session totally shattered my aim to win TJ into smithereens, so sad. My team was the first team to be assessed. And we were used as an example. Despite of that harrowing experience we got the lowest points. HA HA.
Anyway I'm so stress that i forgot to count the number of kicks and did I an extra kick during the white belt pattern. OMG it’s so malu and that stupid Cheung WeiJie had to rub salt onto my wounds.

When the three green belt triplets went up I told Tas.
"If they are not going to get a 7.0 or greater I’m like so going to jump down from the baloney!"
In the end I regretted saying that. cause i almost jumped. :( well they didn't get 7.
Goodness wad is the world becoming to?

When it was finally time for the individuals to go up alone I was still thinking "HAHA! I’m not going to go up any more! *with evil laughter* can see how the PRCs die" well God obviously heard me and decided to let me have a taste of what the individuals are going through. I really didn’t expect what is going to happen later. To my horror Sir asked me to go up and do the individual along with the three PRCs. wahahas. i was thinking I’m DEAD.

I was like trembling? I could hear my heart going "thump thump thump" when i was standing in the middle ALONE.
At least one good thing happened. My mind didn't really blank out like i usually would when everyone is like staring at what I’m doing hahas. Anyway i finished the pattern without any accidents. YAY!

After that we (Tas, Celeste, Hong Aik, Wei Jie and me:) walked to the opposite bus stop to take 131 back to Novena. I bought Mama’s gift at the Novena square 2. Hahas I bought a pair of ear rings from a shop (it’s not exactly a shop la but something like a counter out of now where LOL) called Heart To Heart for $55. The original price is $69 but there was a 20% discount because it’s MOTHER’S DAY =]

D gray man is nice but its depressing.
It makes me think that the whole world is going to be dominated by the Milliennum Earl, the NOAH family and high level Akumas (demons) because it takes almost a life of an exorcist to kill just one level 3 idiotic and lame Akuma. One last thing the exorcist cant even kill a Noah. I really think i should just stop watching. The problem is i can't stop! hahas i really wanna know the ending. Cause i know Allen Walker will win one day hahas.

Yay anime rawks! i'm going to die this week cuz i haven done any homework!
I promise that i would do my work after the Taekwondo Tournament OKIE?

xiaowei loves TKD even though she sux at it hahas! i'm going to sleep!
Goodnight everyone!
Cheers!

Love for a Child

moved

YO!

i'm in love..

one litre of tears

LOVE

i'm super unluckly today

Blue.

BBF

Boys Before Flowers<3

Yi Jung

Kim Bum (:

Cts OVER!

immortality

i'm depressed. ):

OMG.

understanding.

Happy Birthday

F480

Fifth January Two Zero Zero Nine

Crisis Core

Jeanne D'Arc

五月天

i'm back!!

PSP

不是真正的快了

五月天

training.

Bored

后.青春期的诗

Class Outing!

PW is ENDING!

Mayday! Mayday! MAYDAY!

贱!

期待.

yay!

its over!

i'm happy!

landmines

EoM

shut

命中注定我爱你..

考试万岁!

economics

dearest friends

nothing. done.

TKD<3

Feeling FAB

coughs again X100

Sick

TAG!

tag quiz!

regrets

five men show four men work!

PW again again again again..

LURVE ASHIN~

*coughs coughs*

走火入魔

ALWAYS OPEN YOUR HEART

pw interview

PW

SLV!

HBL!

speech day

its PW again

regrets.

GRADING!

i'm sick again

my nightmare.

zwei's birthday.

mid years

i'm so gonna die.

CLIC 08 HEROES

stupid. me.

what time is it?

AGONY

my evil plan

SPAREX (:

before i go camp

健忘的我!

coughs coughs